Joshua Ben-Joseph ( Jesus the Christ )
We Have the Power No one can keep you from feeling your feelings. And no one can argue with your feelings. No one can keep you from expressing your true feelings. You feel what you feel. So it is...for you...in that moment. Be real with yourself, be clear in finding what your true feelings are. In this lies your power. The power to create your own reality, the power to create having the experiences you would like to have. Weapons, guns, missiles, nuclear submarines, have no power against your feelings. Really, they have absolutely no power against your feelings. Isn't that amazing? That our feelings, something so seemingly fragile is in fact stronger than nuclear missiles. It is absolutely true, just like the tender green shoots of plants are stronger than the cement placed on top of them. The tender, baby, newborn, life force that seems so fragile is stronger than rock. The true expression of your true to yourself feelings is invincible. Nothing can argue with how you really feel, how you really are responding to what is happening around you. And clearly, honestly within ourselves, feeling our feelings and then expressing them, changes reality! Clearly feeling our feelings and then expressing them with the Word ("in the beginning was the word...") will actually bend time and space, get energy to coalesce into physical molecules, miracles/magic will happen. You can eventually reach back to the magicians power of creating, alchemy, lead to gold, change realities to your liking. This is a built in power in human beings that has been systematically programmed out of us. If we wake back up to knowing that we have this power we will no longer be controllable. Currently just about all humans on the planet are infected with self doubt and we are effectively divided within our own psyches and are fighting our selves. Divide and conquer as it were. We are conquered, divided within ourselves and out of touch with our real feelings, ideas, beliefs. We are programmed into a system of beliefs almost from the time we are born. This is an unloving system, it destroys life, it gets us to kill each other, to kill animals and eat them, to kill all kinds of life, to pollute, to rage at each other. The current system is insensitive to our hearts, it sedates us with artificial drugs with horrible side effects, it doesn't listen to the children, it destroys souls. Why do you think such elaborate systems are in place on earth today in every culture (Cult-ure, every culture is a Cult) to keep us from feeling our true feelings and expressing how we truly feel? Why is it to the point where you are considered "unbalanced", "unstable" if you express feelings? Why are people forced to keep their feelings held back, repressed, their whole lives and some people are starting to snap now because they can't hold it in anymore- with shootings at their workplace, at our schools? Why would there be such elaborate systems of mind indoctrination (in the guise of cultures or "tradition") on the planet in order to just keep individuals from expressing themselves? Why is there such importance placed on holding back raw feelings? Because that is "civilized", some will say. Civilized? are we "civil" towards one another? Or are those feelings of rage just suppressed until they bubble over in violence. There have been 3000 wars on the planet the last 3000 years and there are more wars today than ever in the past? Are we making "civilized" progress? Clearly not. And the proof is in the pudding, "By their fruits you shall know them", by whatever yardstick we measure, our system of repressing our feelings, slaving at jobs we hate, stressing ourselves, pushing hard, is not working for our souls, our sense of feelings good, enjoying life and is destroying us from the inside and the planet with us. Why is there almost a palpable sense of having to watch what we say and feel all the time in order to conform to the norms? There must be tremendous power in expressing open, honest feelings. Why else would there be such a widespread control over just expressing our feelings? Just a small example- recently a friend of mine was diagnosed with cancer. He was left in an examination room at the hospital for 2 hrs with no contact with his family. Finally he walked out himself to get his wife. When the doctor finally came back he "went off" and told the doctor how he really felt, "how can you leave people alone for two hours, what a fucking unloving system you have here! etc...His wife immediately interjected "oh he is very emotionally sensitive, he doesn't mean it". We are all emotionally senstitive! Yes we do mean it, yes we need openness, honesty, caring for each other not clinical, cold metal tables, with gowns showing off our backside, like some lab animal. Our indoctrination systems start almost immediately with babies, the parents (programmed themselves) automatically giving the same mind control programming to their children. The schools take over next, filling young minds with useless information for the most part. We don't teach our children how to think for themselves, how to be creative, imaginative, we make them information regurgitating machines. We call intelligence the ability to regurgitate spoon-fed information. And this information is simply the false history of whoever is in power, it's not even true. Maybe real intelligence should be measured by our ability to question, extrapolate, solve problems, invent, imagine, ability to laugh, feel, love and not by simply regurgitating information that has been shoved at us. Computers do that far better than humans anyway. Weapons are a physical manifestation of fear of feelings, the feeling of fear specifically. The fear of having to feel, having to feel fear particularly, manifests in building weapons, walls, fortresses, belief systems and whole religions. If we are willing to go back in and feel our original fears, hopelessness, pain, original separation from God, weapons will disappear from the earth. We won't have to do anything in the outer world to have them disappear, it will be Love, God, energy doing the "work". And, conversely, no matter how much we protest, write, explain, teach, fix, pass laws, outlaw weapons, mandate peace, march in the streets, the earth won't be healed unless we are healed inside also. Because we are the Source! We are pieces of the God force (made in "his" image), so we are the creators, and our collective creatorship is manifesting current reality on earth and unless we heal ourselves internally any outer "healing" we do will at best be temporary. Both inner and outer work are needed and when the inner work is done then the outer work becomes effortless, it feels as if it is being done through you. And it is! God, love, the life force is acting through you. Heal yourself first and everything else will follow. -------------- Going to the Root (Scaredy mouse) In an Indian fable there is a little mouse that is afraid of the house cat. The mouse is so afraid of the cat that he can't sleep, he even dreams of the cat, he finds no peace for his fear of the cat. One day a wandering magician comes by and the mouse asks him for help. The magician changes the mouse into a cat! Now he's no longer afraid of the cat...but becomes afraid of the dog. Now he becomes obsessed with his fear about the dog. He imagines that the dog is always following him, tracking him, and he looks for the dog around every corner. Again he asks the magician to help him. The magician obliges and changes him into a dog. He's happy and feels safe....for a little while and then...he becomes afraid of the tigers who live in the woods where dogs like him like to run. He hears the tigers roar and knows that they're hunting for him, he's so afraid he can't even go into the woods anymore. But if he only can become a tiger himself, he thinks, then he won't be afraid anymore. So, once again, he asks the magician for help with his fear of the tigers. The magician, being very patient, helps him and changes him from a dog into a tiger. And now he's happy, he's strong, he roars, he hunts, he feels like the king of the forest until...he runs into the elephants. The young male elephants like to chase and torment him, they don't give him any peace, they find his hiding places where he's trying to sleep during the day and chase him off. So once again he goes back to the magician, who looks at him with a twinkle in his eye and says of course he'll help change him into an elephant, in fact the biggest male elephant that there ever was, and now he won't be afraid of anything ever again. Now he's really happy and feels really safe. With his big elephant body he goes anywhere he wants, all the other elephants respect him, the tigers don't dare bother him...and then...one day he meets... a mouse...and everyone knows that elephants are afraid of mice! ------------------------------------------ No matter how much we change the outer world, we make more money, feed all the hungry people in the world, find all the "evil" terrorists "out there" and put them in jail, eradicate all diseases, find a new husband/wife, build strong bodies, educate our minds, learn meditation techniques, do yoga for 20 years, go live in monasteries, help save the whales, help save the rainforests, get rid of all the drugs, catch all the child molesters etc....it won't really solve the fears inside ourselves unless we heal them from within, unless we go to the root and heal ourselves. Of course doing all these things in the outer world is important. But if we do them as a knee jerk reflex from our own fears, then they won't ever really get cleared up, we'll simply recreate them wherever we go. Because we carry them within us, electromagnetically. A fear, a misaligned stuck trauma exists inside our spiritual electromagnetic bodies, so wherever we go there also is the fear. It's like a slide in front of our reality screen. We see, sense, feel, touch, smell, certain "realities". Each persons "reality" is unique to them. We can talk and "agree" on realities but we can't really know that it's the same experience as the other person is having. So when we have certain "slides" we slide in front of our sensory experience then that's the image we're going to get on the "wall", (our outer world). Unless we change the slides ( the beliefs, old traumas, built in "mind viruses", fears) nothing will change "out there". We are the "gods" that create our realities. That's the good news. We can change, heal, anything that is inside us (and therefore reflected in our outside world) whenever we choose. No one can stop us from our healing, nothing can get in the way. Every soul who has ever healed themselves on this earth, nothing has been able to stop them. Neither will anything stop you when you really decide to heal yourself. |
